Fading

Composed By Mats
Lyrics By Erik Hedlund
Recorded By Erik Nilsson

Lyrics

[verse1]
I need a little love, to keep me from fading
My mind keeps going blank, it's getting hard to stay awake and
I aaa 'm fading,
I aaaam fading

[verse2]
I need a guiding light to keep me from fading
My smiles are all fake can't bring my self to care and
I aaa 'm fading,
I aaaam fading

[verse3]
I need some kind of spark, to get my heartbeat started,
I'm dead to the world can't even feel my own pain and
I aaa 'm fading,
I aaaam fading
[Mumble]
It's better than getting hurt
better than loving someone and finding out it's not going to last
Feeling nothing is better than getting your heart broken

I have to snap out of it, this can't go on, absence of pain is not enought.
I wanna be happy, I'm not gonna fade away like this.

It's no use, why should I try again when all I do is getting hurt
It always ends in pain
dreams and hopes turns to ashes

I want to feel again, to laught and smile, and feel my heartbeat race,
to touch warm skinn.
Let me fly to the sun.

Why do I keep trying
I will just hurt myself again
Like the last time
like the time before that
like everytime